rainspirite

renate · Joined: 11 Feb 2008 Posts: 2 Location: netherlands

Thank you Rain-sis for creating this forum...

There must be more people who are going through a twinflame/soulmate experience but going through it quietly and in silence.
I have been there myself for years trying to stay balanced through all that happened in my life and I feel
it is time for me to start sharing some of it here...

From the moment we met we felt a glow in our being, a radiant light and warmth and joy effecting every part of us.
We could sit together and just be, not needing to do anything, communicating without words, touching foreheads made us feel like time stopped and everything around us dissapeared.
We both consciously remembered those moments when things got very challenging...
There was so much that came up to be looked at and cleared and our lifes weren't ready to join together....it took us eventually more than two years .
Next to staying in two different countries we were confronted in ourselves with issues like Self Love, Trust, Worthiness, commitment, fear and guilt, to name a few.
Amplified and brought out into the light to be experienced...the 'good' and the 'bad'.
Everything came into a fast track and it felt as if I lost control over my life...
For a long time I had been looking at leaving my marriage but didnt know how as there are two children involved
After meeting my twinflame/soulmate the marriage ended very quickly and my ex decided to leave and take the children with him, which left me with feeling guilty and hurt
I had to come to a point where I realised that I'm not responsible for anyone's emotions or reactions but that was a difficult one in regards to my children.
Looking back at it now I can see a fast track towards clearing and healing myself but at times I felt like I was 'losing my mind' as all I wanted was to physically be with other One...

With Love and Respect

**rainspirite** · Site Admin Joined: 06 Jan 2008 Posts: 10

thank you for sharing this renate. I get so many emails with people experiencing the same thing. Hopefully more willshare their experience and realize they are not going crazy and losinng their minds. It only feels that way.
with much love steph